I spent most of my twenties forming sexual trauma bonds with unavailable men, addicted to weed and entrenched in the occult convinced I was a “self-healer.” For a decade, no matter what I did - losing 120 lbs, practicing yoga and reiki, reading self-help books, following self-care routines, manifestation, chakra-cleansing, meditation, astrology, tarot - I was still depressed, hopeless and seeking.
Until I gave my life to Jesus.
The Osbournes.
I had the opportunity to share the Gospel with Ozzy, Sharon, Kelly, and Jack Osbourne two weeks ago.
Through the years, Ozzy has written many songs about his beliefs, such as After Forever and Miracle Man.
In 2014, he told The Guardian he considers himself to be a Christian, but that he doesn’t understand the Bible because it’s in a language he can’t understand.
I was very thankful to have a moment to talk with Mr. Osbourne at his table.
I introduced myself, and told him I had him a gift based on his spiritual beliefs, he said, “Let’s see it!”
I pulled out a new believers Bible that is easy to read. As he was looking at it, he said, “Is that my name on the cover?”
I told him the reason I came to meet him was because I love and care about him and his soul. He was also excited to receive his letter, tracts, and Gasp! by Tony Nolan.
Sharon has been quoted in 2012 saying, “I'm not an atheist, but I like to see what every religion has to offer and I've brought my kids up to know and respect all religions. My main principle in life is to treat everyone as you would like to be treated. That is what I hope I have passed on to my kids.”
She was receptive of The Case for Christ by Lee Strobel, tracts, and letter.
Jack has a new show called Portals to Hell. In that show, he explores sites “with sordid pasts and dark histories that are especially sinister and purported to be doorways to the spirit underworld.”
When asked if he was a religious man, he said, “I’m not religious, no, I don’t necessarily subscribe to any kind of organized religion. I have a kind of deep spiritual belief and an understanding of a higher power, but I wouldn’t say I conform to religion. It’s not that I’m opposed to religion, I just never found one that made sense to me.”
I asked Jack about his show and why he chose a dark realm of spirituality.
He told me, “It’s more the branding. I’m just very interested in looking into spirits and spirituality to see what’s there.”
This opened the door for us to have an in-depth conversation.
Before I walked away, he grabbed a paper and wrote down a list of different podcasts and theologians he had been listening to, so that if we saw each other again, we could discuss it.
When I gave him his gift (Jesus>Religion by Jefferson Bethke, The Case for Faith by Lee Strobel, tracts, and letter), he said, “It’s like you read my mind about what I’d be intrigued by. This is fantastic.”
Kelly has never publicly stated her beliefs.
When I gave her the gift (GASP by Tony Nolan, Lee Strobel Answer Book, tracts, and letter) she told me, “I appreciate this care so much.”
Please be praying for this family.
UPDATE: I saw Jack at a convention in Kentucky a few days ago. I was standing off to the side because the convention floor was so crowded, and ended up standing right in front of Jack’s booth. He got my attention and asked, “Were you in Philly last weekend?” He went on to say he recognized the back of my jacket (Love God, Love People).
He said, “I want to tell you something. Your gift meant more to dad than you know. He wouldn’t go to his hotel room without your gift. He specifically said, “Where’s my Bible? I’m not going up without it.” We had to go back down to find it at his table, and he said, “I want the rest of it too. There was a letter too.”
Ozzy had one day off during his weekend in Philadelphia, and he said he wanted to look at the material on his day off.
Jack said during their family lunch the next day, the Gospel material was the topic of conversation, and that it meant a lot that each gift and letter was specific and not generic.
He then went on to say Ozzy has had the Bible on his bedside table since being home, and has been showing everyone who comes to visit the “Bible that has my name on it!”
-pastor Dylan Novak
I used to practice witchcraft. I did spells, read oracle cards, did energy work, and used crystals as a means of healing, protecting, and manifesting. I was a reiki master and a yoga teacher. I believed in astrology, manifested under a new moon, and did shadow work under the full moon. I worshipped nature and worked with goddesses. I believed I was a starseed. I found my spirit guides and let them lead the course of my life. I would talk to “Spirit/Source/Universe” and believe that I was speaking to my “higher self.” I believed that I created my own reality and that I was my own god, in control of my own life.
I was also trapped in a continuous cycle of healing and “upleveling.” Constantly needing the next healing session in various forms. Feeling good after each healing session and chasing that “feel good” high when it would wear off. I believed that my next crisis was just leveling me up and raising my vibration and cracking some secret code to the harmony of the collective planet. While I believed all of this, I was suffering and in a deep pit of depression. I longed to feel loved, heard, and understood. My soul lacked a sense of belonging. My body was in a constant state of fight or flight. There were lots of days I had wished I weren’t alive. I was being tormented, experiencing regular sleep paralysis. I thought I could burn a little sage, say a little chant, and put crystals in every corner of my room to stop it.
I was wrong about all of it.
What I was actually doing was laying down a welcome mat for darkness, deception and all that comes with it.
I felt so allergic to the G-word (God). I almost unfriended a New Age colleague who had recently come to Christ because she couldn’t stop talking about Jesus. I was irritated by it. Angry. Repelled. I thought, “What HAPPENED to her?! Has she gone mad?”
But in God’s grace, He met me in my stubbornness. In my sin. In my depression. There was a moment in my resistance where I reluctantly watched a movie about Jesus to appease my boyfriend at the time. I watched and sobbed hysterically. I was overcome by an intense feeling of love. Something I had never ever felt before. The kind of love that I was desperately chasing in all the wrong ways. That’s when I knew God was after my heart.
I tried to deny it and ignore it. But I wanted to feel that feeling again. So I chased after Jesus. I started reading the Bible. I had never really done that before. And God’s character was revealed to me. I prayed. A lot. I had resistance to attending church but eventually I bounced around to a few churches until I found a biblically sound church that I loved. And this is how I started a relationship with God.
I never knew what it meant to have a relationship with Jesus. And now that I know, I’d never let that go. The chains of my depression have been broken. After praying in the name of Jesus, I have never experienced another sleep paralysis episode again. I find joy in the Lord. I’ve been made free by His Word, felt the power of His Spirit, felt the love of the Father, and I’m changed forever.
New Agers often think there are multiple ways to God. That you just have to find “your truth.” Or that you can access “Christ consciousness.” None of that is true. The truth is that there are not multiple ways to God. There’s One. Jesus is the Way, the Truth, and the Life. No one gets to the Father except through Him. John 14:6
I know lots of you will think the same thing about me that I thought about my New Age colleague. “She has gone totally mad.” I’m okay with that. There’s nothing that compares to the peace, hope, and love that comes from knowing Jesus.
My prayer is that maybe this plants a seed in your heart. And that if you feel convicted by my words, you be open to the idea that God is chasing after you too. 🙏🏼🤍-Jordan Taylor
This is me in 2015. I was a professional psychic for 5 years, I did it professionally on TV and radio. I did everything from numerology to astrology, tarot, Angel cards, accessing Akashic records, mediumship, reiki, past life regression, chakra balancing… everything! At one point I had 22 services on my website of what I offered because I gave this my all. I ran a school where I would teach people how to tap into this too, I also ran weekly transcendental meditation classes and womens red tent circles. Please hear my heart because I know this may seem far fetched and I never would of believed this at the time either 🙏🏻
My entire life was destroyed by Satan but it wasn’t obvious because at first glance it seemed all “love and light” I completed many healing modalities from NLP, Hypnotherapy, acupuncture, sound baths, energy healing, breathwork, incantations, MORA bioresonance therapy, EFT, tapping, shadow work and so many others which is why I stepped into this role so as I could teach other people what I had discovered and this “secret knowledge” that I had access to. The deeper I surrendered to the occult and new age practises of witchcraft and Pantheism, the worse things became, but what I didn’t realise at the time was the impact demons had on my mind manifesting thoughts of suicide and crippling anxiety. I’d check in with my “higher self” that would tell me I was just picking up on the energy of other people, or the planets and placements in astrology were affecting me, or the many other excuses all occultists make up because of the lies they convince themselves to avoid the truth and reality, so ofcorse I’d practise more divination which only buried me further and deeper into this demonic deception and unknowingly inviting more demons into my body, mind and life even more.
I thought I could manifest my entire life exactly how I wanted it by getting into “a vibrational frequency”. I’d sage my home and put my crystals out under every full moon because that’s how I thought I was cleansing “negative energy”. I was very thorough at grounding techniques, cleansing myself after each client, clearing my chakras, literally everything that I was supposed to do properly, I didn’t skip a beat which is why I was recognised globally for being a teacher and running my metaphysical school. However, it is all complete lies and excuses for a deceptive lifestyle and disillusionment when you’re heading in the this direction, because it is Satan who has oppressed your soul. After all, the devil paints a pretty picture.
Let me tell you something…every single client and person you meet in the new age, witchcraft and occult would all have serious problems going on in their lives. They are not normal, because it attracts lost little lambs. All of them are either an erratic mess, constantly making excuses for toxic behaviour, easily triggered, scattered, bitter, narcissistic, lives full of chaos and drama, sleep paralysis, riddled with illness, disease or sickness, infertile, prideful, jealous, always lying, disassociated from reality, arrogant and stubborn, closed off to the truth because they think they know all the answers and everything, living in a fairytale of disillusionment or had absolutely no moral compass asking questions like “I’m having an affair on my husband with 3 men which one should I be with” they too were already walking with Satan, but they too just didn’t realise it. One lady confessed a murder to me and My “intuition/spirit guides” showed me how she did it (Satan showed me but at the time I didn’t know it was him I thought it was my intuition) I even at one point was helping a local police department find a missing child, I genuinely thought I was helping and working “in the light”. I have more details and stories that will shock you but it’s dark and I won’t put that on you here, however I’m telling you from personal years of experience having been in it so deep… it is evil even tho it does not appear that way and the people it attracts are brushing with insanity. How do I know this? Because at one point I thought I was a Pleiadian starseed lightworker astral travelling and communicating with other aliens from other planets. This is not normal behaviour, at all, but it’s totally accepted as being normal in that environment. I gave this lifestyle my entire heart and soul, I dived right into it because I genuinly thought I had found the answers, freedom, truth and healing.
Well meaning people walk right into this and don’t think it as being evil. I would have actually said at the time that you’re just “living in fear” if I would of heard someone speak the truth about it, people in the new age and occult are clinging to it out of desperation, “healing” and basing their identity on it. They might even make fun of you and laugh at you for pointing out the deception and web of lies they’re entangled in because they’re desperately clinging to it for answers and “healing”. Sometimes their finances rely on it so they’re prideful and judgemental, they don’t want to know because their false sense of security keeps them lost in the dark. They have no real tangible guidance because it’s all just opinions and “beliefs” and the most overused statement “this is my truth” I get that it’s not easy to hear that you’re actually worshiping false idols and the devil without realising it because the truth is you’re walking further and further away from God because you’re walking with Satan instead and he will literally destroy every single piece of your life and soul. Maybe not at first, he has to lure you into it right? That’s how Satan blesses people. In this photo I was making bank, living on the 15th level marble floor luxury apartment that had 180° waterfront views, I drove a brand new off the showroom floor sports car, which is also half the reason why I thought I was being rewarded for “helping people” and “raising consciousness”. I could have easily kept going with this for many years to come because I didn’t burn out, I worked whenever I wanted to on my own account and lived a very chilled out lifestyle, I wouldn’t even book a client in before 11am because I was literally just “living the dream”. But thankfully by the grace of God I did realise the truth and I thank the Lord for calling me to Him and never giving up on me. As you probably realise by now it’s seemingly very easy to keep walking with Satan when he’s blessing you like that.
The thing is, once you open the door up to this you’re unknowingly inviting demons in to wreak havoc over your life. It’s like when people meditate, and empty their minds which is the exact same principle as opening the front door in your house and leaving it open for absolutely anything to enter and you’re giving anything to enter (demons) permission because it’s your house (body) and you were the one that opened the door that let them in.
I didn’t know I was walking with Satan by the way, obviously I thought I was working with the Angels, and my “spirit guides” and “the universe” he’s very good at masquerading himself as a false light. If he came presenting himself as a beast with horns and claws then you’re going to know it’s him, he is much more cunning than that! Satan has pretty much perfected the art of deception.
Psychics are known as “soothsayers” in the Bible, they get their information from Satan thats how they know things about you, about your loved ones even down to the finest of quirks and details, but it’ll curse your entire life, inviting demons into your own life, home and body because remember - you opened the door to giving them permission to enter!
Mediums (in the Bible it’s referred to as Necromancy) are people who contact the “dead” to talk to them but they aren’t talking to your passed over loved one at all, yep I used to do that too and I thought I was “connecting to them in spirit” nobody can ever do that because they are not here anymore, it’s literally a demon they’re speaking to which is why they have so much information about your loved one, even down to how their voice sounded, things they used to say, perfume they’d wear, everything, but again the well meaning psychic/medium doesn’t realise that because that demon is putting on a grand show for them.
Everyone I ever met in the industry has serious problems or health conditions in their life too. They’re not happy, they’re not content or at peace, they’re completely dissatisfied on a self saviour complex hampster wheel of demonic deception. They are all trying heal themselves because nothing is working for them, they do one “healing modality” and then go off to the next, constantly searching but never actually finding because they haven’t found Jesus, the way the truth AND the life. These people are not healthy spiritually, mentally, emotionally or even physically, and no matter how much they try to convince you otherwise, they’re an absolute mess and chaotic. It’s all very theatrical, it’s all smoke and mirrors. You see this picture of me? Seems convincing too doesn’t it. This was at the height of my career in it and I’d have these visions demons would give me of jumping off that balcony everyday you see behind me, I didn’t even like walking out on the balcony because I felt like something was going to pull me off it.
People don’t realise, but it’s completely evil, the devil paints a pretty picture just like he did in the garden of Eden trying to trick people into thinking we don’t need our Lord and we can access “secret information” but there is no such thing, you have access to the truth available to you right here and right now if you actually want it, but Satans plan is a trap and the price of entering it is your soul.
New age is a compilation of pagan beliefs and practises. The word “pagan” refers to any type of spirituality that diverges from the spirituality taught in the Bible. But what makes the “new age movement” different from Paganism is that you don’t just have one set of pagan beliefs and practices, it’s a culmination of pagan beliefs and practises that draws from things like Eastern mysticism, the occult, theosophy, Buddhism, Hinduism etc
Witchcraft is a synonym for sorcery, which is any attempt to influence supernatural forces with one’s own will.
Since the very first lie that was told to mankind, in the garden of Eden it’s always been the promise of Godhood. Satan comes to Eve and says “if you access the secret knowledge you shall be as God” the new age movement is the exact same repackaged lie as Satanism and Luciferianism philosophy. Mankind is defined by nature, the mentality of “you’re a god or goddess with amnesia you don’t know it yet” That is why the founding father of the Satanic church and the author of the Satanic Bible Anthony LeVay, accused the new age movement of stealing it’s practises from Satanism.
Trying to manipulate creation and using things in creation for worshiping and idolising, rather than going with the creator himself for a source of spiritual nourishment is demonic deception because you’re literally replacing God with yourself, as though God is the self and mankind is divine by nature, so the belief is that God is the substance of reality, that God is the building block of the universe itself and therefore the substance of God is the building block of man and therefore man can trust in himself because he’s divine by nature and can be trusted and exalted by God. Do you see how insane this is? This is why it attracts so many lost souls.
How did I get out? Because I went to take my own life. That is where this road will take you too on a one way ticket to hell. My soul was beyond exhausted because the ground in which I built my whole life, healing, identity, personality and career on was collapsing. Why was it collapsing? Because I knew it wasn’t the answer, too many things over time didn’t add up, but I didn’t know what was true anymore. I spent years studying different religions and philosophies which is why I landed in this. I wanted the truth so badly and at that point I was actually humble enough to listen because I was done, so in a last minute desperate attempt I called out to Jesus “If you’re real show me, because I can’t keep doing this anymore” He showed up and transformed my entire life.
I am completely set free from insomnia, depression, addictions, anxiety and complex PTSD from years of malevolent life altering childhood trauma. I don’t fear anything, I literally have faith in Jesus because I walk with the Lord now.
Jesus is real, He is so real and the Lord your God has plans and a purpose that will set you free too, He intricately created you for a specific purpose. How beautiful it is to know that in amongst God creating all the stars, the rivers and the mountains He thought He needed one of you too!
The Bible is real too and it holds power and truth, but the devil doesn’t want you to know about it or to read it because it unravels his deception and sets your soul free, it guides your life, it heals, it restores, edifies and refreshes everything there is about you. There have been entire buildings burnt down everything destroyed by the fire and all that is left is a Bible completely untouched by the flames. It holds power to protect and guide your life.
Don’t know where to start? Start in the New Testament which is the gospel of Jesus start at the book of Matthew and keep reading through Mark, Luke, John until you reach the end then after you’ve finished those, open up to Proverbs and read that. Pray for the Holy Spirit to give you revelation as you read it.
Don’t know what Bible translation to use? Grab a NLT, ESV or NIV they’re the easiest, but I personally prefer NKJV. The Bible is jammed packed full of wisdom and guidance for a fulfilling life and afterlife. Watch how much your life changes for the better just by reading the Bible, your relationship with God will grow in astronomical ways.
All you have to do is allow the Lord to guide you. Seek Him with your whole heart and soul. It’s only in Christ that we will understand and find our life because your purpose lays in His hands. Worship, listen to sermons, get plugged into a good local church community and pray for the Lord to reveal Himself to you. He will give you a life so filled with joy and peace beyond your imagination and all you have to do is reach your hand out to His that is reaching down to yours, and allow Him to pull you out of all the hurt and pain that has you searching for love in all the wrong places.
If you want someone to talk to or have any questions please message me, when you walk with the Lord you never walk alone, but I am always here for you and I will not judge you but I’ll definitely pray for you🙏🏻📖✝️
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